I’ve been on the struggle bus for far too long. I don’t have answers. I only have more issues.
I’m surrounded by negativity and stress. Inside my head it’s even worse. I recently discovered that my body basically hates me at a certain point in my menstrual cycle and that causes my mind to go crazy. And I’ll have you know that this issue is considered a mental illness. Kinda crazy in itself.
So, I’ve been struggling; beep beep! Continue reading “F*ck You Negative Nancy”
There is no more time for emotions and feelings and things deep in the mind. There is no more time for mental breakdowns or self care. There is no more time for seeking and questioning and all that other bullshit.
It’s time to be an adult. A responsible adult. Continue reading “Duty Calls”
Something is wrong. I cannot find joy or peace or relief, and when I do, it’s hard to believe in it.
I type an entire page with words. And then I delete the whole thing. Because I don’t feel like it matters anyways.
The pain ignites setting ablaze my insides
There is fire in my eyes and I breath flames
I hug my knees to my chest, just say goodbye
This inferno won’t be tamed, I can’t be saved
Night becomes day and still I rage
There is so much hurt in my heart and a lot of shit to say
But these words are locked in a cage
No key, only a strong breeze fueling this bad energy
I love you, I hate you, come here, leave me be!
I’m struggling and stressing, trying to learn this lesson
Faith and hope are slipping, the light is missing
I’m running and hiding and fighting and dying
I’m burning and crying, I’m blind but I’m trying
I’m choking on smoke and bleeding from the fire, I’m tired.
So tired.
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