F*ck You Negative Nancy

I’ve been on the struggle bus for far too long. I don’t have answers. I only have more issues.

I’m surrounded by negativity and stress. Inside my head it’s even worse. I recently discovered that my body basically hates me at a certain point in my menstrual cycle and that causes my mind to go crazy. And I’ll have you know that this issue is considered a mental illness. Kinda crazy in itself.

So, I’ve been struggling; beep beep! Continue reading “F*ck You Negative Nancy”


Duty Calls

There is no more time for emotions and feelings and things deep in the mind. There is no more time for mental breakdowns or self care. There is no more time for seeking and questioning and all that other bullshit.

It’s time to be an adult. A responsible adult. Continue reading “Duty Calls”

Don’t Mind Me

Something is wrong. I cannot find joy or peace or relief, and when I do, it’s hard to believe in it.

I type an entire page with words. And then I delete the whole thing. Because I don’t feel like it matters anyways.

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She Burns

The pain ignites setting ablaze my insides

There is fire in my eyes and I breath flames

I hug my knees to my chest, just say goodbye

This inferno won’t be tamed, I can’t be saved

Night becomes day and still I rage

There is so much hurt in my heart and a lot of shit to say

But these words are locked in a cage

No key, only a strong breeze fueling this bad energy

I love you, I hate you, come here, leave me be!

I’m struggling and stressing, trying to learn this lesson

Faith and hope are slipping, the light is missing

I’m running and hiding and fighting and dying

I’m burning and crying, I’m blind but I’m trying

I’m choking on smoke and bleeding from the fire, I’m tired.

So tired.

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